hello my name is sonya, i am russian with a passion of modeling and ice skating. i dedicate my life into becoming in something that is merely improbable, only a little girl would wish for foolish things i would desire. i am to roam free around the butterflies and caress my fragile wings around the scented petals as i relax myself, i look at the water seeing
a reflection of myself; simply pondering
what could happen to me next

Mommy and Daddy once told me i will never outlive a rotting pig with a flu. they told me i had no reason in being so curious or so frustrated that i cannot be what exactly i longed for. every plate i shattered meant to them as if it were a mortified child that has broken its nose.

“For
really this
morning I’ve
nothing
to do.’’
“I’ll
try the
whole
cause,
and
condemn
you
to
death.’